I’m a hypocrite in many ways. We all are. But lately, I feel like God’s calling into question my convictions. Holding them to the light, if you will.

I’m the first one to beg people to live for something more, to never settle and to live wildly the calling of God. I try to be encouraging and I believe in every word I tell someone else. I truly do. Now, when faced with what I feel is a monumental decision, my own advice seems like a foreign language, meant to be interpreted for sport rather than practice and use.

It’s hard to trust God when you can’t hear Him, when you can clearly see choices laid in front of you and it feels like God’s attention is elsewhere.

God seems so quiet right now.

Maybe I just need to be quieter than He is.

If you pray, please pray for me this week. There’s some important decisions to be made.

If you had me as a teacher, now would be the time to tell me that I:
– A. Sucked horribly and couldn’t teach a fish how to swim.
or
– B. Should keep my shenanigans going.

Thanks.